Current mood:	lonely
Current music:	Head Over Feet- Alanis Morissette

Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
"Uninvited"- Alanis Morissette
Like anyone would be
I am flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight


Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm
Must be somewhat heartening
To watch shepard meet shepard
But you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight


Like any uncharted territory
I must seem greatly intriguing
You speak of my love like
You have experienced like mine before
But this is not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight


I don't think you unworthy
I need a moment to deliberate




Taken from Erin

The Year 2005:

[P E O P L E]
1. Best friends?: The one who deserves the best =)
2. Best boyfriend/girlfriend?: Curteeees
3. Lost any friends?: Yeah
4. Gained any friends?: Yes
5. Met a new good friend?: Yep

[P L A C E S]
1. Went out of the country? No
2. Moved? No
3. New school? No
4. How many times on an airplane? None
5. Road trips? A few

[Y O U]
1. Have you changed?: Yes
2. New look? No
3. Any new addictions? Caffeine and my best friend lol
4. Biggest conflict this year? ::shrugs:: Myself
5. Most depressed time this year? When am I not?

[L O V E]

1. Did you fall in love? I did
2. Did you get heartbroken? Yes
3. Who was your summer love? Curtis
4. How many boyfriends/girlfriends this year? 1
5. Favorite date? Whenever we got to hang out in the car =)

[S E A S O N S]

1. Favorite Season? Fall
2. Least favorite season? Winter?
3. Good birthday? Yeah
4. Any snow this year? Yep
5. Highest temperature? i have no idea.

[F I N A L Q U E S T I O N S]

Snuck out- No
Met a person who will change your life- Definitely
Kept your resolution- No
Got arrested- no
Had a first something- Yes
Drank Alcohol- yes
Smoked weed/drugs- No
Did anything illegal- uh..can;t remember
Kissed a boy/girl- Yes
Had a crush- yeah
Liked someone who didn't like you- Yes
Lost a family member- No
Got bad grades- No
Got suspended- No
Moved states- No
Got a myspace- Yes
Started a band- Yeah lol
Spent over 1 million dollars- No
Went streaking- No
Done something you shouldn't have- yeah
Kept a secret- Yes
Told a secret- maybe
Done something you totally regret- Yeah
Changed your view on things- Yeah





10 LAYERS OF ME

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE:
Name: Maria
Birthday: Guess what? I have like 2 birthdays! How cool am I?!
Birth place: Wayne
Current Location: NJ
Eye Color: hazel
Hair Color: brown
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: For which bday? lol

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE:
Your heritage: Mafia and Terrorist..w0ot
What Shoes Did You Wear Today: converse
Your weakness: coffee and redbull
Your fears: Lots
Goal you'd like to achieve: Perfection in every way.

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW:
Your most over-used phrase: "You're gay"
Your thoughts when first waking up: "Any one call my cell?"
Your best physical feature: Eyes I suppose
Your bedtime: whenever
Your most missed memory: Summer a year ago

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonald's or Burger King: neither
Single or group dates: single
adidas or Nike: neither
Lipton Tea or Nestea: either
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: fuck...either.

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: No
Cuss: yah
Single: No?
Take a shower: Yeah
Have a crush(es): yah
Think you've been in love: Maybe
Want to get married: I have my moods
Believe in yourself: Eh
Get motion sickness: Eh
Think you're a health freak: Yes
Get along with your parents: Eh
Like thunderstorms: YES
Play an instrument: No

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH:
Drank alcohol: yes
Gone on a date: Yes
Gone to the mall: Yup
Been on stage: no
Eaten Sushi: yes
Been dumped: No
Gone skating: No
Gone skinny dipping: Nope
Dyed your hair: Yes
Stolen anything: No

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER:
Played a game that required removal of clothing: yah
Gotten beaten up: no
Changed who you were to fit in: No

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER:
Age you hope to be married: Eh
Numbers of Children: How about zero!
Describe your dream wedding: I dunno...something cool...like an old castle <--ME TOO
How do you want to die?: Idk
What do you want to be when you grow up: a lot of things
What country would you most like to visit: Ireland...Scotland..England..Japan

LAYER NINE: IN A GAL/GUY:
Best eye color?: I'm not picky...
Best hair color?: uhm..dark I suppose
Short or long hair: idc
Height: doesnt matter
Best first date location: someplace interesting
Articles of clothing: black is always good.
Best first kiss location: Don't care about the place...depends on the person

LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS:
Number of people I can trust: 2?
Number of CD's I own: a lot
Number of piercings: 3
Number of tattoos: None yet
Number of times been on T.V.: 0?
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: Idk



this year u....
() stayed single
() got your first kiss
(x) kissed someone new
() made-out for the first time
(x) made-out in/on a car
(x) kissed in the snow
(x) kissed in the rain
(x) fell in love
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else's heart
(x) had a stalker
(x) had a good relationship with someone
() questioned your sexual orientation
() came out of the closet
() gotten pregnant
() gotten someone else pregnant
() had an abortion
() gotten married
() had a divorce
() had a gay marriage
() kissed someone of the same sex
(x) dated someone you'll never forget
(x) done something you've regretted (relationship-wise)
(x) lost your true love
(x) lost faith in love
() kissed under miseltoe

WORK/SCHOOL

() got a promotion
(x) got a pay raise
() changed jobs
() lost your job
() quit your job
(x) dated a co-worker
() dated your boss
() dated your boss' daughter/son
() got fired from your job
(x) got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(X) met one teacher you really hated
() found the subject you love
() failed a class
() cut class
(x) skipped school
(x) got into a fight with a classmate (verbally)
(x) did something you were proud of
() gave the teachers a reason to teach
(x) proved yourself an idiot.
() embaressed yourself in front of the class.
() fell in love with a teacher
() got lead in the school play
() made a varsity team
() were involved in something you'll never forget

OTHER

() painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
() ran a mile
(X) listened to music you couldn't stand
(x) double-dipped
( ) skinny-dipped
(X) went to a sleepover
() went to camp
() threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
() visited a foreign country
(x) visted a foreign state
( ) cooked a disasterous meal
(x) lost something important to you.
(x) got a gift you adore
(x) realized something new about yourself
(x) dyed your hair.
()someone close to you died
(x) went to a party
(x) drank alcohol
(x) drank alcohol underage
() got drunk
() got arrested
(x) read a great book
(x) saw a great movie
() saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
() saw your favorite band/artist live
() saw someone famous in person
(x) did something you want to tell everyone
(x)Enjoyed this year overall